I've been having a rough week :'(

Everything's is out of my control . My life , my studies , Him . The only place I can talk about this is with . . . I dont know :( My friends ? My boo ? They'll never understand . Im not gonna tell them the problems . It's been making my head so heavy , I mean literally , Its heavy ody . I had this stupid migrain for almost 3 days already . I ask my Mama , Mama said "YOU ARE STRESSED!" "YOU'VE BEEN THINKING TOO MUCH!". Am I ? :( I think I am . What can I do ? :( I care bout my life , my studies , him ! Of course I think too much . How I wish life could give me a rest . Stop and let me rest for a moment . What Im going to do now , is let it be . Let everything be , I'll get on everything ASAP when Im in good condition . Seriously , Im not feeling well :( Ya Allah , I dont want anything else except a good and healthy life . Sudahla now I have very low self esteem , Im not confident in myself anymore , I feel ugly , I feel useless ,  I dont know why , Im not good enough for anybody . Im sorry I cant be what you expect . Urgh :( Im the bad person , everything I do is wrong , not a single thing I do pleases your eye . You never been proud of me . Sorry i've been a burden in your life . Huu , SORRY :'(

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